A GESTURE OF MY OPENNESS

[Dorman1]

Over the last few years I have come upon the words of people who greatly aid my understanding. These Avatars of Genius, Emotional Artifice, Pillars of Wisdom, who have attained a position, and knowing what they have acquired will not leave, simply because now they only want to joyfully live, make wonderful impressions upon me. I made an assertion, I base it upon my understanding upon the General Doctrine of Reimbodiment, anything worthy, acquired during one life is never lost. So, stive to know all, and then simply enjoy life.

I like having knowledge available to me at a "click and google". Over time, i even slightly comprehend to a certain extent even the most complex of it. I work at a moderately physical job, and god willing, will get involved with a gym once more. I carry a cell phone, but never text. So I'm closer to nature rather than focussed much of the day on gadgets. But i still greatly enjoy a free internet, and access to knowledge. In China, so I am told, this is highly restricted access, and even use in general.

NEVER FORGET THE MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN IN WIZARD OF OZ. NEVER. This warning is not about fear, a man can not live in fear. The "man" is not required when a human is in fear, his lower principles take dominance when he is in fear. Cunning may be confused with intellect, and a person might say "I've noticed great capabilities in the area of intellect while in a state of fear". Whatever, I won't continue arguing the point. Besides, what good is intellect compared against the Heart, wherefrom we are Intuitively Inspired by Divine Will?

My next point is a bit delicate, because I do not want to hurt anyone in anyway, but I notice a distinction between jealousy and envy.

Jealousy describes the man who for instance, guards his wife, car, skills, from others who might take them. Envy is simply about the man who desires that which another possesses, coveting.

I'm not sure however, a man pointed out to me that envy can be upgraded to jealousy, if the envious man not only wants what another possesses, but wants specifically, this other mans possessions. This is getting beside the point, and is also leaving too far behind, the easy Aristotelian logic.

I ONLY WANT IT TO BE UNDERSTOOD my feelings toward prohibitions, restrictions, limitations, to the internet, will be received as "a key" releasing these things which Janus has charge over, by this individual. I've already heard things upon the wind concerning the possibility of this. Hackles are rising. Tensions are rising, and whites of eye getting red

[Dorman1]

I edited the entire first post, and installed what is now there. As soon as I look at it, I get a strong feeling I just finished attacking a Windmill. Oh, fine Steed, were you but a pure white for an Avatar, when instead you got me, our journeying among the Ocean beautiful and free.

[Dorman1]

I have too much life force within me, and discipline has become through free will, on the side of those who would only want humanity to live what they deal with, and attempt to leave fear behind when they can to see what is normal for them to desire.

I don't want reality and reflection among octaves to something to focus upon, as it is too complex and vexing. hehehehe. this last is me picking on a particular individual.

[Angel]

lol Dorman..

No pain/vexing no gain baby!!

[Dorman1]

I knew it! Angel, you are a drill instructor! Everytime I do the "just five more", there is always another "just five more". Those dang drill instructors.